I asked Life.

 If I could turn back the time.

I would be a better daughter to you

I would appreciate more for all the little things you've done

I would be more thankful for all the time we've spend together 

I would try harder to be there when ever needed

and now that you've gone

All I can is wonder how it could be if we live differently.

The day we've lost you Dad,

I’m literally on the verge of a mental breakdown

but I learn the biggest lesson in life,

 I realise that no one else should be there for me except for myself.

- No words can ease the grief of losing the person you love -

No matter how hard I cried, how heart broken it was

I learn to put up the smiles and be brave about it

Yes I cried, cried myself to sleep - I still do sometimes

but I wake up the next day and learn to live with it.

"The brightest smiles hide the deepest secrets,

The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears

and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain."